MOTM

i've been kinda silent here lately, i'm just starting to get into the swing 
of things today. ironically, this morning was the lowest point for me. i 
think my head was all into where this is all going...that this could be the 
beginning etc. *shiver*

in these last few days i have had sustained, focused anger, disbelief and 
grief of course, tears and depression. now i guess i'm just trying to get 
on with whatever it is i do...wanted to give all my gear to my roommate 
today and spend the rest of my life bartending or something in some 
peaceful tropical place. at thirty, i guess i feel too young to 'deserve' 
that just yet. or something.

to be clear, i do not work in the world financial center bldg. i work on 
the 22nd at 40 wall street, kiddie-corner to the stock exchange and 
adjacent to the geo washington memorial ex-town hall, i think it is.  so i 
should be able to get into the office next week, but may be working from 
home a lot more in the future....

it's amazing how heartfelt this whole mess is, even to those far away who 
can't smell the awful burning plastic and (not) hear the eerie missing 
traffic that we take for granted as the noise floor of manhattan.

mark
working on oakley wavefolder and vco, once again


At 07:30 PM 9/14/01 -0500, you wrote:
>It is good to hear from our NYC MOTM buddies.  Great news about your friend
>Mike.  Sadly, many will not get such good news.  Hopefully some of our other
>NYC friends will find a way to touch base eventually.  We heard from Mark S
>day one that he did not go to work that day.  However, the Amex building
>where I think he works does not appear to be in good shape according to the
>TV reports.