Today one week ago I sent a letter which has since then caused a
turmoil beyond belief. Now, one week later, this will be my last
letter in this thread. All has been said and everything has been
rehashed multiple times...
My annoyance with mr. Bush's utterings, combined with a call for
reason and good sense, apparently has been enough to spark a fire of
unforeseen proportions.
Some thought it suitable to accuse me of America-hatred in its purest
form. Some thought it appropriate to call me names, imply
terrorist-sympathies on my part, et cetera.
Repeated requests to several such posters to provide even a single
quote justifying their rage and outrageous accusations have all gone
unanswered.
During this entire discussion I've tried to remain calm and
reasonable. I've tried not to get angry (which _has_ been hard at
times). However, my impression is that 'remaining reasonable' maybe
only has put more fuel on the fire. Maybe I should have lashed out,
maybe I should have tried to torch others as some tried to torch me.
But... I'm sorry, but I just don't believe that's the way grown-up
responsible global citizens should go about defending their affairs.
Maybe instead I should have refrained from participating in this
discussion far earlier. I think that's true. I'm still human enough
however to find it difficult to let false and bizarre accusations go
unchallenged. A weakness? Yes, probably.
Fortunately the number of people writing things in my favour, or
outright supporting me, both privately and publicly, has far exceeded
those accusing me of all sorts of horrible qualities. This still is
true if I only count the American citizens among them. I'd like to
thank all those for their kind, uplifting, supportive, and sometimes
almost embarrassing words. It's good to know that sensibility and
reason still are common enough in this world.
It's been an interesting discussion. If we, a small 400-people
group, can't even remain calm and reasonable in our relatively safe
internet-environment -- sitting at home behind our own computer, a
cup of coffee at hand -- then how can we expect the world at large to
act in a civilised, reasonable way?
Maybe then it's no wonder one people murders another, soldiers rape
mothers & daughters, fanatics get to dominate innocent civilians,
fundamentalists find willing ears when calling for war, extremists
plant car-bomb after car-bomb and terrorists commit all kinds of
atrocious acts.
We all share a responsibility for all the anger and hatred in the
world. Our anger is the anger of the world. Even though I tried to
remain calm during this discussion, I _have_ (naturally?) been angry
at times. And so I too share in this same responsibility. I am
sorry for that.
As I said: it has been an interesting discussion, but also a sobering
one. It makes you realise how thin the veneer of civilisation really
is, and how hard we all have to work in order to avoid its erosion.
I did my best, and probably others did the same. And if I failed,
then it's _my_ karma I have to deal with. If indeed I failed, I'm
sorry and I once more apologise for any harm done.
Maybe some will find all the more reason to flame me or hate me in
the above letter. I can't help it. I try to be honest, I have no
hidden agenda, and there's nothing to read between the lines. I
don't think I'm an aggressor, but I don't consider myself a victim
either. I just did my best, and if doing your best doesn't suffice,
well, then so be it. At least I tried.
To all of you, "friend or foe": live well & prosper,
Hendrik Jan
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Hendrik Jan Veenstra
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[L-OT] Final words
2001-09-29 by Hendrik Jan Veenstra
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